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money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want. laptop,ipod,internet is my life. like a normal person, i complain a lot, talk/gossip. a messy person and also currently a bad driver.

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past
title: get juicy
date: Sunday
time:11:19 PM

it's been one of the things i want,
and yes!
i got it today,
kinda pricey,
but that's why i've been saving all this
2 months for it.
a juicy couture wallet.it's juicy
one of my favorite brand!!
and honestly i have been pretty good
for not buying other stuff.
so, peace!
shopping is just the best thing ever! (for now)
it's irresistible
what's next?
hmm.i think the next target will be that
it's my dirty little secret. =)






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title: the end?
date: Wednesday
time:10:52 PM
would this be the end?
the end of my promise.i thought,
it is just beginning,but,
things got handy,very handy,
i tried to do it,and each time
i restrain half way through,
it's everytime,
always i said to myself,
this is and will be
the last time and everytime
it was just the beginning.
i hate myself for breaking
my promise.
the one that i wanted so much
but just couldn't succeed
it's ain't right anymore,
limited of time,
determination of my will,
it's back.
brutality and endurance
will it be.


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title: dreamer
date: Monday
time:10:16 PM
it had became a habit of mine,
im a dreamer,
disable to do what i want,
i granted myself in my dream,
though it's not real,
i like it.
runaway from reality,
it feels great.
truth is,
i need a miracle!


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title: unconditionally in love
date: Saturday
time:6:27 PM




the love between Edward and Bella,
was so beautiful yet it seems like mirage,
as describe as a lion and a lamb,
relationship between a predator and the prey,
however they same one thing in common,
love is what they have for each other.
so much that they shouldnt have.
im not sure whether it is the greatest i have ever read or not,
but it is for now,
cant wait till the end of it.
someone asked me,
"do you believe vampire exist in this planet?"
for a moment,i was numbed.
not knowing what to say as i never asked myself such a question.
maybe yes,i think.
it's just never officially being discuss.
do you?


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title: thought
date:
time:3:25 PM


too much thought,
drives me nuts,
about that and this,
i decided just to do it,
if not,what's life for?
i knew it need lots of consideration,
but i dont want to.
making myself satisfied and happy,
that's all i want.
love myself.
im not fragile.


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title: Reminisce
date: Friday
time:2:16 PM


i want to,
to talk with you all,
to laugh together,
just stay together,
it's been so long,
is it me or it's time,
it feels forever since we last gather,
i really do miss those old days,
i knew eventhough,
here i have my little world,
sometimes,i just hope to be there,
to be there with you all,
face to face,
all of the sudden,
i cant wait any longer,
believe me,i missed everyone than you all do.
pls place your faith me,
cause i knew someday we will soon meet again.
matter is when?
i dont know but just believe me.
it will be soon.
and thank you for not forgetting me.
i really do appreciate that.love you all.


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title: a step from success
date: Wednesday
time:8:36 PM
as we all know,
to succeed,
we need to sacrifice something,
and we need to take whatever it needs,
and well,i am,
right now.
It's on.

other than that,
for these fews day,
i've been concentrating on the book,
"Twilight" by stephenie meyer
quite a book!
suspense and romance all at the same time.
however there's a line that separate them.
the reality.



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title: GooaAllll!!!!
date: Sunday
time:12:38 AM
well,first day of holiday was lame!
cant believe it kinda suckk!
spent the whole day in front the computer.
watched 2 movies.
gone baby gone and charlotte web.
then,watched trailer.
andd!! haha.im attracted by one movie
The Other Boleyn Girl.
but im not sure whether it's a good one or not.
anyway,i gotta really go watch some movie.
suppose that's one of goal. XD


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title: Spring break
date: Friday
time:10:24 PM
yup,it's spring break!
and what's next?
sleep,hanging out,movie,dream
...read,computer..etc.
suppose that's my spring break.
*sigh *sigh
today actually isnt a nice one,
but i'll get over it.
by it,i mean my school stuff.
anyway,hopefully tomorrow is a better day
that's today.


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title: unknown
date: Thursday
time:12:14 AM


the line was once again crossed,
it was not meant to be,
however it did today,
it's seems to linger me again,
as much i wish to erase it,
it's back!
for you who wouldn't understand what im saying,
it's just my little secret.
dont bother to know.
it'a like a cold equation.
im always the unwanted variable.
and that's that.


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title: wasted
date: Wednesday
time:3:19 PM


what i did was for nothing,
what i thought was just so wrong,
thought i was doing quite alright but no,
im not.
anyhow,it's all wasted.
wtf.i hate today.


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title: 16 today
date: Sunday
time:6:55 PM

mary mary mary,
the girl was reborn!
haha..it's her birthday,
my first best friend in junior high,
great time we had,
girl,she's 16 today!
watched college trip,
wasnt that great but we did laughed hard,
from some hillarious scene.
happy birthday,sweetie!


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title: 他..
date:
time:4:11 PM

looking back,
i realized you never really was part of my life,
but now i know,
it's too late,
but thank you for being part of it.
i guess if it's wasnt you,
i wont have the joy you gave me.
thank you a lot,my friend.


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title: Unexplainable
date: Saturday
time:10:05 PM
something is just not right,
the timing,
the setting,
the content,
there's just something wrong,
that i cant say,
i wanted it so badly than no one else,
unless you truly understand my real situation.
dont ask me when or why,
cause there's no answer for it.
too much going,
i cant say for now,
but i hope this day would finally come.
by then,let's just do whatever we could.


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title: lovin it
date: Friday
time:10:21 PM



it was wonderful day,
at least this evening.
eventhough morning sucks,
oh well,it's friday,
who cares.
so,we hang out today.
just randomly playing around,
girl talk and girl time.


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title: What color are you?
date: Wednesday
time:10:54 PM

have you ever wonder what color you stand for?
i know this may sounds weird but,
thatwas what i had asked myself,
after i read the story,
green for peace,red for fire,
black for depress(emo,i guess)etc.
i wish i was neutral,that's all i can say,
nothing more for i can be mixed with any color,
to be whatever color i want to be,
whenever i want.
haha.anyway.this is today.


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title: De repente
date: Tuesday
time:10:54 PM

Suddenly i realize,
that my surroundings is falling apart,
it is such a weird and unsafe feelings i have,
i missed those times,
but seems that everyone is moving on,
am i not?


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title: all or nothing
date: Monday
time:8:49 PM
i did that again,
something not right,
but if I don't,
then I'll have a problem,
Not knowing whether this is a right or wrong doing,
I feel kinda guilty,
however I did contribute my effort,
so this paid off,
i suppose?


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