desperately,i need more volunteer hours!!! this is just too much bullshit. 12 more hours in 3 weeks? well,it's not so bad but it's like every weekend i will need to sacrifice 1/3 of my time! these two day had seriously worn me out! 3 hours of car wash, 3 hours of babysit, and today, 4 hours. i dont want to get kick out of the club! oh,Lord. this is just wonderful. i really shouldnt be blogging as i still have unfinished homework. it's 12.12 am in the morning and im here. whatever.

other thing though, i made cupcakes today!! gosh,feel proud of myself. you know,it's just one of those day where you just dont want to do anything but that.and that's how i felt today. this is my first time seriously baking by myself. with little help from the website and my mum,it all great. haha,except for the part where i forgot to add 2 more eggs. i didnt realize it until it was in the oven. but overall,it's all good. see for yourself, i made them!!





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spring break is over. it's time to get back to reality. monday is always the longest day of the week especially today. went to the TAKS BLAST for U.S history. sounds fun at first but i was so wrong. how could it possible to be fun when you have to be in a room with strangers for 7 hours or more??! awkward. awkward. cant believe i did literally nothing during the weekdays. other than sleeping,watching movies, and eat. i did nothing! life is boring.

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so, last weekends,i pretty much spent most of my time being a good girl. spent two days one night at San Marcos.purpose-college visit. and that is that. another huge deal for me is that im done with the driving class!!! after 16 days,now it's over!! but not yet mission accomplished cause i havent got my permit yet!! eventhough i will have my permit,sad thing is that i still have to wait for 6 months until i CAN officially drive someone else!! in other words,i need to have my license to actually drive legally.it's law. gosh. well,hopefully i will get my permit this week!

other than that, i had a fun night today. HUSH was alright. hate when it ger super crowded. *sigh. if only im 18, everything will be different. dancing was awesome. except...






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SPRING BREAK, which mean i have 9 days of holiday including weekends. question is: what should i do?

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last minutes decision. i gave up physics class for next year and replaced with an advanced class-humanities(a fancy name) sounds boring but at least it might bring up my GPA. i dont know. on the other side,i think it might be better than learning science. science is for sure not my thing. hopefully my decision was right.

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i've always wanted to post about these. things that i hate. part of it has get on my nerves. i really dont want to offend anyone,so i'll keep it to myself but i just to share my thoughts. i know i need to ease my hatred. i felt like so emotional-or maybe i am. i dont know.


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i'm so messed up and it's not even funny. i'm running out of time! because i have been wasting my time last semester and now i'm in serious problem. fuck. damn.it's all my fault! no one can be blame. my laziness caused this. ugh,it's too late now. miracle. i need a miracle. omg. someone? anyone? please comfort me. im really hating this life!

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three years and 7 days. just realized that i've been living in this country for 3 years! i supposed i should really count myself lucky for being here. it's like a new life except sometime, i really want to get the hell out of Texas! im done living in this area. what can i say? i have one more year till graduation. too early to think about other issues.

well,let me rewind about my life when i first came here. the journey was tough i must say, for all the goodbye and hugs. it was painful and i was definitely afraid. to be honest, i wasnt even sure where i was heading till im there. it's America. after a long long flight, we(my family and me) finally reached LAX aka Los Angeles International Airport. thinking back,i was definitely an innocent 14-years old teenager girl who are clueless about everything! i mean literally clueless. i dont even know what's or who is famous. it's like i dont know other part of the world existed or something. dont know how to explain but. and i sure do remembered the weather that day. windy and cold. the one question that popped up in my mind-"since it's so cold,why isnt it snowing?". i was that dumb. gosh! unbelievable. also, for the first month living there, me,my mum,and my brother stayed at home all day cause we were unfamiliar with the area plus my dad have to work. so,yeah poor us. everyday is like a holiday. not only that, eating pizzas,juices(i dont drink orange juices in miri as much as i do here) & all other junk foods. no suprise. so, a month went by. and i think i started my school in junior high for a month then high school. that period of time was my toughest month since i have to get use to speak english every single day!!!

anyhow, i learned a lot from this experience. it taught a lot of things that i could never learned if im still in malaysia.

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