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money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want. laptop,ipod,internet is my life. like a normal person, i complain a lot, talk/gossip. a messy person and also currently a bad driver.

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title: I'm sorry
date: Thursday
time:2:52 PM
i dont even know where to start anymore. for the last few night, i've been having dreaming of something that i dont remember what it is but yet,i remember those familiar faces. i have so much to say now,bear with me. see recently i have been bothered by the question of where i want to go for college. & what i want to major in. this kind of question ALWAYS made me lose my thought. i dont know. i dont know. how many millions times i need to keep repeat that.

i have an ambition but it's not a promising job. and in the other side, i want a promising job for stability. security. it's almost like dream vs. reality. this is fucked up obviously.

you know,it's funny how some people's life are so opposite then mine/ours. for example, those celebrities. they dont need to work hard(my perspective) but yet they earn so much with their stupid scandal etc. it's Hollywood. and that's how it works there.

other way to make my dream come true would be if im a very very smart girl who got accepted to Ivy League. and for sure, that's impossible. i dislike decision b/c if it's the wrong choice,i will be leading to a wrong path.

a lot of times, i wish i dont care as much i do now. i wish i dont hold on to myself too much. i wish i would just pretty much to do whatever i want.you know,doing some crazy stuff without thinking the consequences. it's part who we are,isnt it? and i wish i know what i'm doing with myself cause i really dont anymore. life is pain.

i missed that girl that havent changed 4 years ago. the one who lived her life without much of concern of what happening. the one who have a great time with her relatives. the one who laughed so hard like a psycho. i missed Miri. i missed those great times. i missed that last summer. i missed all the drama that happened. who am i now? well,maybe i had moved on here. or not.

p.s. I can drive now.just finished the class.
p.s. listening to 21 Guns by Green Day. awesome song.


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title: day and night.
date: Friday
time:4:29 PM
inconstancy. that's what she say.
distraction. that's what she say.
worsen. that's what he say.
clueless. that's what he say.
scary,careless etc. that's what they said.
so my driving skills sucks. fuck off. leave me alone. see,that's madness that built me up now.
May God bless me.


p.s. i want my licence very badly.


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title: so sick
date: Tuesday
time:10:48 PM
for once again, i'm insanely fuckin' so sick of my life. daily routine made me sick. limited freedom made me miserable. overdiscussed issue made me lost in direction. unbelievable.

p.s. having baD TIME
p.s. i just want my plan to work out,at least this time.


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title: London's calling
date: Monday
time:9:04 PM
well,as you tell,it's black and white. somewhat i want it that way. bear with me. actually i took quite a number of pictures but these are the one i likes the most & also one of those memorable one.Align Left

the underground subway which i found very interesting & .


Somewhere around the London Eye,loves the surroundings

London Tower Bridge


p.s. i believe i'm going nowhere after this trip. FU.


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title: Cardiff
date: Sunday
time:9:39 AM
went to Cardiff last week for my elder brother's graduation ceremony. 10 hours of flight wasnt that bad. the wine made me fall asleep and made me lost track of time. & CONGRATULATION,BRO.




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title: raindrops
date: Saturday
time:3:23 PM
i thought so. but seems like the rain have woke me up. & here I am,confused and indecisive.


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title: tanned.maybe.roadtrip.hell ya.
date: Thursday
time:1:14 AM
so,i've been thinking about getting myself tanned lately but i have no guts. haha. i remembered the last time i got sunburn, it was incredibly terrible. I definitely looked like a piece of shit especially with the uneven tan lines. so,im gonna put this plan on hold.

anyhow,i finally spent a bit of my time at the beach today! we drove 2 hours to the freeport beach. long drive but it's worth it. it's been a long time since i hang out under the sun along with cool wind. the weather i would say is nice. just perfect for a getaway. i wish i've spend more time.

our perfect little spot.


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title: 4th July
date: Sunday
time:5:47 PM
i dont even know where to start. basically, my cousin dropped by our house for a few days before flying to Singapore again-i guess that's where she's flying to. well, this time is better than the last visit because she came at the right time and the right place. it's the sale,that's why!! 4th July(America's Independence's Day).HAPPY BIRTHDAY,AMERICA!!


without doubt,shopping became the priority. first Katy Mills Mall,then Houston Outlets, then San Marcus, and the Galleria in downtown. damn,I felt so good! and as usual, i did my part. OMG. for 4 months i've been hunting for this amazing blazer and i found it!! extremely out of mind that time. I was so soooooo in love with it. I love you,Armani Exchange! hey even 20% off is a good deal!! haha.


urban outfitters.i fucking love that store but guess what- it's super expensive. even after the sale. ugh. there's 10 things i hate about the store.

#1 they only have 1 store in Houston
#2 they have amazing clothes
#3 the price is beyond my budget
#4 they have things that the other store dont have
#5 they have extraordinary shoes
#6 prettiest accessories
#7 i love the style
#8 i love how the store is design
#9 i always browse the things online
#10 i hate the fact that i like everything about the store


anyway,that's what i have been up to these few days.


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title: 6/29
date:
time:5:42 PM
Happy Birthday,big brother!!
p.s. not real cake but we did bought him cake.


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