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money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want. ~~laptop,ipod,internet~~ is my life. like a normal person, i complain a lot, talk/gossip. a messy person and also currently a ~~bad driver.~~

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past

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♥ October 2010

title: I'm not that smart.
date: Tuesday
time:6:18 PM

among those thousand billions people i was chosen,
yet,i didn't succeed.
i know my own ability,
my desire,
what to do with my life.
that's certain.
or maybe i don't.
im just a human afterall,
who really want to enjoy the moment,
not later,not in the future,
but eternity.
guarantee may sounds like a promise,
yet what if promise is broke.
then nothing is left.
thus,i choose to be whatever that made me the person i want to be.

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title: problem
date: Saturday
time:11:01 AM

my problem is solved,
yet,
here come another,
one by one,
i cant longer think.
why things turn out like this?
who am i?
when will it be?
how is it gonna be?
where would i be?
what will happen?
i,i no longer know what's next to me.
she asked me why.
and i,too wonder.
never thought it's not a good thing.
can everything be the same again?
this is my life.
and it's incomplete.
i can tell you that.
brutality had me killed.
im tired of this life.
something is missing.

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title: any better?
date: Wednesday
time:9:20 PM

my book is lost,and
i got fine,
my retarded laptop that kept shutting down,
my plan that failed.
i cant believed this is all happening!!
my life is damaged.
how great.
i cant wait till it get any better.
GOD,please find my book!
sincerely.

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title: fade away
date: Monday
time:8:19 PM

i dont feel to feel the way i do.
i just want to be the one.
my life seems to fade away,
everything seems to be.
i want to right over there.
the place where i can,
be separated.
i dont want to feel the way i do.
it drift away.sometimes so faraway.

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title: 我不知道
date: Sunday
time:11:14 PM

it's always a question.
can I?
sometimes i feel stupid for believing.
though i know by having faith,
i might,can,mostly really succeed.
however i cant see any progress from
what i've done.
and that disappoints me.
what about giving up?
i dont know.

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title: 5 in the morning
date: Saturday
time:5:36 PM

woke up 5 in the morning,
was as weak as a dying person,
then,
tired and depressed for no reason,
maybe there's a reason,
was unsure,
insecure,
i had lost myself.
wanted to go to chill by myself,
calm and relax for a while,
cant seems to work the plan,
cause so.
and here i am.
the person without soul.

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title: today
date: Thursday
time:10:39 PM

how can i forgot what's today?
i just received a reminder.
it may mean nothing to me,
i knew it does to you.
too bad i cant say anything to you.
anyway,the day's all yours.
enjoy the day.

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title: fail
date:
time:5:24 PM

it's a done deal,
i cant score it anymore,

it's a failure now,

my life is pretty much fucked up.

i know it's not like im gonna die,

but i just cant believe my effort is now useless,

im a terrible person.

i hate you.

i despise you.

you won me.

you ruined me.

im 200% sure that i,Regina T. will never forgive you.

most of all,myself too.

thank you for making my day worse,BIOLOGY.

deep in my heart.

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title: responsibility
date: Wednesday
time:10:45 PM

if it's your responsibility,
then just fucking do it.
don't feel sorry nor guilty when it's over,
cause it wont help,
and there's no sympathy.
whenever there's an action,
there's a reaction.
and some reaction would be nasty and brutal.
it's a lesson to be remember.

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title: it's not over yet
date: Monday
time:9:40 PM

i said i would,

and ultimately i cant,

it's a fatal disease of mine,

worse than any other else,

deep inside,

i knew there's a line between,

that it will only stay still,

it's not over yet.

if only you know,

everything would be so different.

and that i know,is impossible.

unless human no longer need oxygen to breath,

sun would never rise,

there will no rain at all,

and fish can live without water.

if only these can happen,

there might be a little sunshine in my fantasy world.

i'll be waiting as long as im breathing.

maybe yes maybe no.

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title: the other kind
date: Sunday
time:10:10 PM

breezy sunday at lake,
very cooling and a little sunny,
it just felt great to be outside,
chilling with nature,
looking at the water,
with my ipod,
i've been thinking,
the same old things,
then,
dad asked me a question,
it's hard to answer,
i felt guilty,
im sorry im imperfect,
im just not that other kind,
im sorry.
it's my life,i'll deal with it.
i chosen the easy way
and i knew,i really do,
it's not worth it.
but this moment,i just need this kind of life.

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title: it's my damn little disease!
date: Saturday
time:9:54 PM

truth is,
i cant never cure it,
my habit for shopping,
it's my disease,habit,favorite,my EVERYTHING!
it's just a damn thing i love to do.
it's a way for my satisfaction for life,
life is too much,
to worry the unworthy,
i'm just one of the spoiled girls.
wednesday-a tank top and that.
thursday-birthday present.
friday-a new wallet,present.
saturday-(confidential).
these few days had really killed me.

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title: can't wait any longer
date: Monday
time:11:35 PM

a minute feels forever,
a second feels endless,
the time is passing so slow,
sooner or later,
I'll be suffocated,
i can't wait any longer,
like how she felt,
waiting is the most the difficult thing to do.

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title: guardian angel
date: Saturday
time:11:18 PM

if only you are my angel,
please guide me,
through this path,
i'm hurting and going crazy,
not because of love nor others,
but that,
i know it's my fault,
i knew that,
bless me.

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title: endless day
date: Friday
time:9:51 PM

it's an endless day,
this week is totally fucking terrible,
each day got worse and worse,
how great,right?!
fucking Spanish, biology,
please get the hell out of my life.
i seriously never felt this way before,
if it's wasn't for the freaking awesome grade i had,
my day would have been better.
and this it is,my descipable five days.

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