
money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want.

title: *sigh *sigh tomorrow is monday. 5 days of weekend is over and since it's over, the next holiday will be christmas break/ the December break! however you call it. anyway, went to watch 'twilight' friday. hmm. how should i describe and rate it. it's actually a little disappointing. well of course, that's my opinion. and one more thing that i was shocked,the ticket was kinda pricey. damn, it's $9.50 which if convert to ringgit is RM 34.20. isnt that a little too much? it sounds right but whenever i think of ringgit. wow. big difference! but that normally never stops me from shopping.
p.s. bye bye november. |
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title: happy thanksgiving 3 am here i am, sleepless. music is the all i wanted. i dont know what's gotten in me. i cant type a word now. seems like words failed to speak. yet there's one thing that i really want to make it clear to myself. i finally realized something. i definitely have test myself and the answer is clear. this is not what i wanted. i dont know what other think. and yes,im a pathetic. it's just the way things work. i know i have failed. it's fragile and hard. for those who had that, you guys are really lucky. i dont want to make this obvious. anyway, point is im done pretending with these phony _. from now on,i will follow my heart. im writing to remind myself that i need to be heartless. and God, please take away my sin and please forgive me for i've decided because this is me, who i really are,and i dont want these to be taken away for the sake of someone else.
p.s. this has nothing to do with relationship p.s. dont ask me what it is about p.s HAPPY THANKSGIVING. |
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title: killed |
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title: grounded I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO PISSED OFF SINCE LAST TWO MONTH BUT NOW,I'M FUCKING SERIOUSLY PISSED OFF. IT FELT LIKE I WANT TO KILL SOMEONE ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO MADE ME GROUNDED. RUMOR OR TRUE STORY,I DONT GIVE A DAMN NOW.ALL I KNOW IS THAT, I WILL BE CAREFUL AND I WILL TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. IT HURTS SO MUCH THAT YOU GUYS DONT TRUST ME. WHY? THE LAST THING I KNEW IS THAT I'M FUCKING GROUNDED! YUP,GROUNDED. NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE AND IT HAD. NO MORE NIGHT OUT. WHAT THAT FUCKING MEAN! OMG. BEAR WITH ME,Y'ALL. I'M SUPER MAD NOW. ONE THING I KNOW FOR SURE,THERE WILL BE SWEET REVENGE. LET'S NOT CALL IT REVENGE,CALLED IT 'SWEET REBEL'.
LET'S MAKE IT CLEAR.YOU MISPLAY THE GAME. DONT HATE THE RULE. YOU HATE IT,I LOVE IT. EASY AS THAT. |
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title: everything so, it's been a while since i last wrote. too busy/out of mood to write. a lot been going on. first stop,last week as i recalled was quite fun,it's HALLOWEEN and yes,i did party like a rockstar! i mean i have to,i'm a ROCKSTAR. envy me. *wink. anyway,it was all last minute. what made me fucking made was the volunteer things. i didnt get the job. it was filled up with people. so,i was not really wanted. seriously things turned out bad. at least,Maddy made my day. i mean i called last minute and hang out with her friends and her. good time. of course, we were camwhoring. no doubt. we always do that. and exception for this week, im not gonna discuss what issues that bothered me before. it's all history. yet today, we have this "fitnessgram" thing. damn,i really felt so odg;et bguhwiogtw!! i cant freaking do a sit up. how's that possible??!! last year, i did a lot. i meant it! whatever it's not a big deal. i just need to work out more often. and the ELECTION. it's done deal. Barack Obama is now the 44th president of the United States. not a lot of comments. i mean they spent more than a year for campaign, etc. so,hard work paid off. unfortunately not for McCain, but he's a good man though. they are both good man. peace out. "I pledge allegiance to the Flag of the United States of America and to the Republic for which it stands, one nation, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all." "Honor the Texas flag: I pledge allegiance to thee, Texas, one and indivisible." i can totally memorized it. well,it's been like 2 and a half year since im here. so,this is normal. and one last thing that bothered me. damn it. i'm addicted to it. dont worry,guys-it's not really bad things. it's just bad habits. and yeah. sweetie&me ![]()
laura&me yes,im just showing off my tatoo. ![]() again. ![]() rest in peace. ![]() trick or treats!! obviously,it's treats! p.s. i was a rockstar. and Maddy was 'undefined'. that's what she called herself. |
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