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money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want. laptop,ipod,internet is my life. like a normal person, i complain a lot, talk/gossip. a messy person and also currently a bad driver.

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past
title: the day i went away
date: Wednesday
time:6:50 AM
that day,
i went away to there,
and here i am,
coming back to the place i belong,
once again,
im back.
may God bless my journey.


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title: take me away
date: Sunday
time:4:54 PM

take me away,
from this place to faraway,
to the place,
i belong.
three more days,
till day i step my foot,
on the soil of my real world place.
i'm coming back!
that's the conclusion.
my dearest bitches,wait till you see me!
it's gonna be hell of a suprise!
however for my final,
i will try surviving these few days,so
till then,let the time fly.

everytime i think about us,
i really can be so high,
so unlike myself.
Miri,here i come!!
let's get my sweet,awesome,unforgettable,fucking summer start!


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title: the echo
date: Monday
time:11:09 PM
i, i cant stop wondering,
even though during this time,
I'm suppose to be studying for biology,
however distracted by my mind,
damn,i just cant concentrate and here i am.
blogging.
till that day,i'll be peace.
only till that day.
within ten days,it's time for a real game.
until then,no nothing!
to make this week worse,tutorial is everydayyyyy
how fucking awesome!
well,i bet everyone now is studying their butt off.
guys,that just me guilty!
anyhow,i knew myself enough.


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title: black friday
date: Friday
time:7:38 PM

i just want a break,
from everything,
can't i have a little time?
you freaking yelled at me.
thanks for that,B.
i haven't have tears for a while and you made it out.
you know what,the more you forbid me to do that,the more i want to do it.


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title: unlike myself
date: Monday
time:8:10 PM


quite unlike myself today,
i have joy and i feel great,
no idea why,
i just felt easy today,
i smile 90% more than i used to,
it's like the other side of me.
joy kept me alive!
i kinda like this feeling.
it's amazing.
i even ran around my neighborhood for a while!
for the first time.
im happy and that's all i want to say.


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title: it started this moment
date: Sunday
time:11:30 AM


it started with a call,
an unexcepted reason,
it's making me impatient,
so much that i wished i was there at this moment,
school no longer pressure like it used to,
i give up.
never knew i could give in so easily.
things are unpredictable.



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title: Loneliness
date: Friday
time:11:47 PM
loneliness,
it is the scariest feeling i ever felt,
surrounded by strangers,
or people i don't know,
it turns my world to darkness,
and how much i wish,
there's a shine.
pull me out if you're there.
it's feels there's no air,
and im struggling to breath.
get me out the hell!


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title: divine madness
date: Tuesday
time:11:46 PM
just today,
i finally gave up,
now,it's all done.
it doesnt matter anymore.
not more study for that or hope for it.
and lastly not more worry.
eventhough so,there's a fire.
deep in my body which eventually cooled.
nothing more i can do.
another than that,life's been mysterious.
at least my life.
should i tell them? i've been waiting for this all to happen.
and just this would destroy everything!
i need a solution.help,anyone?
also once again, there's options for me.
W or P or S
i really hate being in this situation.
i want all of them.
that's the true.yet,consequences will lead to serious problem.
so,im still thinking and wondering.


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title: hold up.
date: Saturday
time:10:57 PM
i've been so addicted to these two songs,
'stop and stare' and 'i'll be waiting'
both sounds so true to me.
Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...

As long as I'm living, I'll be waiting
As long as I'm breathing, I'll be there
Whenever you call me, I'll be waiting
Whenever you need me, I'll be there





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title: crazy week
date:
time:12:17 AM

so,another week has passed by,
it's been weird and crazy this week
all thanks to the TAKS. there are good things about it and of course,bad too.
thanks to it,i had slept more than i used to.
during the test and after the test.
however,i do need to pass that test which made me study a little.
anyway,at least my friday is great.
went to Laura's house.first time there.
a nice house and awesome room she had-orange color.
saw some friends there too.
suppose to watch the horror movie which turned boring.
then we switched to watch JUNO eventhough i had watched it.
it's worth. oh,yeah.
we made some cookies. chocolate cookies.yummy.
and tomorrow is another worse day.
chinese class is killing me.
and stuck at home is not fun either!


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