money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want.
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money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want.
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title: been kinda lazy/busy to update these few days. weekdays had been occupied with tons of homework and tests. gosh. anyway,i dont want to talk about it. especially the arguments. it's a mess. however tomorrow it's Halloween.hopefully it's a better day.damn.this week went by terribly!! bottom line is- i'm sick and this just makes everything fucking annoying!!! kdjfnaeoofaegh;enrerfjw!!&$^Y$#WQ i need rest!!
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title: a night at party city. yesterday was interesting with Maddy. lol,that girl got her license and gave me a ride. let's talk about her skills. wrong lane for once. well,overall,she passed. haha. no offense,Maddy!! just lacking of direction. and that's why i was like a GPS to her. saying where to go. yet,i love the fact we can go wherever we want without parents!! ugh.so good! not saying we were doing bad things,it's freedom. lol,bowling was disspointed cause the atmosphere wasnt good cause there was an event going on. and so we left, and went to PARTY CITY. c'mon,it's almost halloween. there's like lots of ppl and we were just messing around with the costume/stuff. haha,end up buying the hats. it was a great night,except we didnt went to watch movie which is fine cause there's always another friday coming up.and yes,the next one is Halloween. i know!! its time for treat of trick!! damn,im looking forward for that.
busy texting? me-nurse? totally not my costume. just having fun
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title: fhe;afw;jgf,wfjwekfljtiw and eventhough it's 1.30 am in morning and i have tons to do before sleeping. i cant tolerance what L just told me. fuck you, bitch. kick me out the club then, reelect other officer or whatsoever cause this damn club is not worth of my time. grr.ughh. i wonder is every damn _ _ acted the way you do. nfsgheigjsegjoesjgpseg!!!
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title: obsession too much happened this weekend.some joy and some_. bottom line was jaqueline's 18th birthday party and one wishes of mine was granted. so,let's start with saturday. but firstly i must say 'sorry' to the charlotte&charlene! im so sorry i missed the BBQ. it was last minute and i already promised my friend first. so sorry,guys!! i'll make it up some other time,if possible!!! mark my word. other than that,bowling was cool. i was doing so much well than last time. im proud. haha. most of all, i got so hyper because i got my JC purse. not gonna tell the price but one thing for sure,im broke again.damn.im out of my mind. yet seriously i was hyper till i cant stop laughing and smiling. insanity,i know.thank god i didnt bought the 'fake' one in Malaysia. fake is fake. so lame.other than that,something happened as well but im not mention it here. it will be a history soon. then the day is over. today,me and christine went to a farm. yup,a farm with goats,horse and pretty much it. reason was for the rodeo project. damn.the smell stinks and i was being so cautious so that i wont step on some shit. big shit. ugh. broke my record,i snapped like hundred of picture that contains 70% of goat 20% horses and 10% random pic. weather was ok except it's kinda warm.here's some pic. but due my mood,i didnt took a lot of pic saturday. anyway,maybe i'll be uploading some. first stop fuck. i'm super obsess.
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title: why now? it's happening again. is it me or my mental issue. i cant control my emotion. it's not sad nor happy. it's nothing yet,it makes me uninterested in everything. and today it's my friends b-day. i need to get hyper. the only way now is juicy.(if only you know me enough,you know what im talking about) damn it.
above of all this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY,mother!! though,you're one year older(*sigh),that makes you wiser!! love you,mum. |
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title: it's cool and soft not much to say except the weather. i barely remember what happened last few days and fuck that,i dont want to recall what had really happen. anyway today is an exception. it's felt great out there with the cool windy and soft day. supposed that winter is approaching. how much i wonder what this winter would bring me.
*listening to Kid Rock-all summer long&roll on.it's so random. |
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title: is it worth? after so long no mood of blogging,i'm back again but with a moody mood. all of the sudden,i started to question myself about my effort i'm making for chemistry and art. im too scared of failure. i failed to achieve my goal in history last year and im shaken once again. i remembered how much i put effort on it, even it's only a quiz. sometimes i put double effort,yet the overcome is always the same. i tried to put faith in myself by reminding myself that 'if only i believe i want to make it happen, it will'. if only you knew you failed, the faith in yourself will be shaken as well and sometimes giving up was an option. gosh, may God bless me and you'all that feel the way as i do. futhermore, PSAT had already drive me crazy. though i escaped PMR and SPM,there's SAT which is much more crazy. im not sure which one is harder but conclusion is that, they are both very important. PSAT is nothing compared to SAT. longer,harder,essay. what can i do?! im so over it. sometimes,whenever im in testmaster,i was just daydreaming for other stuff. and it's waste of time and a waste of everything. just cant help it. afraid. im cant stop conquering this fear. test is worse thing ever.
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title: i like this weekend and here's the end of the week. this week went by fast. it was only yesterday, i went to tutoring at sugarland. math tutoring with Leanne. haha,kinda worth it,i mean we did figure some question which is stupid and easy but looked complicated. of course, i didnt figured that out. haha. for the first hour, i felt like a genius cause Leanne kinda asked me some dumb question. and then i feel dumber. gosh. and guess what we actually did took some random pictures. camwhores. i know. us again~~  .jpg) .jpg)  end of the day. if it's wasnt today, i would never know about something i should have and i think this is just the beginning. im true now. like someone said "let it be". it's so true. no pressure and and worry.above all of this,no more avoiding! well, that's all it should be. conclusion-i like this weekend. |
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title: movie night finally my day is over with one great movie!! eagle eye & MY BEST FRIEND'S GIRL. the second was much better. well, a movie is good enough if can actually made me laugh and that's all i need. too bad Leanne and Christine(who would laugh a lot cause im sure she will) couldnt make it. and this is the first friday of the month! now, September had become a memory, here's come OCT. not expecting a lot this month. no much of things going on except HALLOWEEN. oh yeah,that's the main thing! anyway,still early to plan out plans. conclusion if the day-awesome and relaxing. that proved that im a shortie.haha  ..................
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title: question several times i asked myself what's the truth. and the answer always remains the same. but since it's time, i should tell you what really im thinking and feels. it's hard to express especially i dont want to make awkward moments. today, i barely talked to you nor looked at you. am i mean? im just really speechless and it's not ok. making up my mind is gonna take forever,im an undecided person. i really cant say no more.
and here it is. another drama. and this is it? friend to stranger? we became strangers in the hallway and in class. no more smile on your face, no more begging, no more annoying expression. it's all missing. are you still mad at me? i wanted to ask this so much but whenever i thought of what happened, it's not my fault and why should i tolerance you as i always do? yet, i dont want to end our friendship this way. if only you speak,i will speak. ughh. good times always come to an end and bless me and you, God. let it be peace. |
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title: i know i dont have the right to judge people especially people that i dont know well. but really, this is not working at all. based on his relationship with him kinda get on my nerves sometimes. he might be an ideal person for you ,not me. just moment ago,i felt something. something that i dont know before. and i supposed this just blow off everything. jerk! jerk!! omg!
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