spring over over. senior trip over. what's left? prom.end of high school. graduation. summer. college. looks like there's much to do. but time seems so limited. Can't remember what i was up to the last few weeks but 5 things for sure: I got my prom dress,I surfed for the 1st time, I want to get tanned, I fall in love with the beach. basically, this is what made my life amazing. Just the thoughts of these make me feel something.

p.s. May God my loved ones.

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spring break has just begin. according to my countdown, there is 80 more days till end of high school. the waiting seems endless. i must say Thank You God for making my life a little bit better. Thank You for all the privileges You gave me.

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I take things for granted,
I do reckless things because of curiosity and the thrill,
I take advantage of things around me,
sometimes I'm not who I am,
I lied and said another lie to cover the other,
sometimes I don't appreciate for what I have and I still whined,
I cursed a lot,
I don't cry a lot, I don't get emotional easily,
I'm loner when I around strangers,
I don't understand real love,
I don't have faith because it destroys me with the build up hope,
I have too much unimportant stuff stuck in my head,
I don't think about what is next or future wise,
I never had a job,
I always undecided,
sometimes I could care less,
I gave up easily,
I'm venerable.

p.s. feeling down.

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