if only i have senioritis, i would have been absolutely in love with the earth. yeah, but no time for that. finally made my way through the first week of school. and this is only the beginning. well my schedule have been set and im not liking it. i miss my D lunch buddies. anyhow.

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it stops right here and starts right there. it's time to go back to reality! summer is over, those 101°F summer days are officially now gone. moving on, am I excited for school because I will be a senior? Maybe. No. Yes. Unsure. there's tons of reason for my answer. I called them issues.My pathetics issues.

There's place called hell a.k.a High School. Not to be entirely negative, but there's good times too and it's rare. for me it is. Dont get fool by those movies where everything has a good ending because it's all fiction. for non-fiction, it's ugly.And I call it a ugly truth. But since it's gonna be the last year of it, it doesnt matter as much as it does anymore. No more being nice,friendly etc but keeping it real.

Reminder to myself: You need to realize that material possessions aren't everything.

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i want to believe in miracle. i want to since i witnessed a glimpse of hope. however, i believe hope is the one of thing that could eat someone alive. & because hope require waiting and waiting for hope/miracle can destroy some one's faith. & just with that, it's intolerable.

p.s. i always see things negatively.

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yesterday night was a blast. it's decade since i have good night. i dont remember when was the last time i could be so opened someone like L and J about everything. i love old friends gathering. just this once, i think i know what's missing. i think. it's part of the fun though it's against the 'real world rules.'

p.s. i enjoyed it.

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countdown-20 more days till school start!

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it's been almost a month since i saw her. never thought college would have changed her attitude. after our conversation, she really woke me up how i should live my life.

two days ago, i saw her. my long time best friend, Laura. i have never imagined that she would come back. now i understand how does it feel to see someone that you thought you would never see them again. last summer,i went back to M'sia without anyone knowing. and it's only the first day, i saw my bff,siew siew in the mall! haha, i totally enjoyed the surpise moment.

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