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money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want. laptop,ipod,internet is my life. like a normal person, i complain a lot, talk/gossip. a messy person and also currently a bad driver.

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inspiration/colours: mintyapple
icons: cablelines
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title: CNY
date: Tuesday
time:6:28 PM
first of all, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR,everyone! can't believe i already missed this whole things and all the fun events twice. but believe it or not, I am used to it. pretty sad,isn't it? it made me feels like im drifting away somehow! anyway,enjoy my friends! count yourself lucky!

on the other side, this 2 weeks have been quite miserable for me. Laura is leaving this weekend and i really dont think im gonna see her anymore since she's gonna move so faraway!! plus im not sure where it really is. it's somewhere in middle east. God, there's only 4 more days left and i just cant feel anything. why does it happen again? it feels like everyone is leaving me. one by one. damn it. anyhow, we went for lunch in this new place i have never been to. the food is amazing! and that's it for now.


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title: blessed
date: Thursday
time:12:08 AM
somehow im blessed today. im unusually cheerful, glad and ladylike today. not weird. it's just like one of those days where i woke up and everything seems to be perfect.it's been a long time that i havent act this way. but not everything is perfect, not at all. algebra,chemistry, english, and history,they are not ok. well well well, i assumed they are never ok for me. anyway, i really enjoy today.

smile!



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title: frustration
date: Sunday
time:11:53 PM
desperation!! im so frustrated that my enjoyment to art now turned to hatred. so much hatred that i dont want to have anything to do with it. of course, i know im absolutely insane cause i will be taking the same class another year. damn it.

this weekend have been a torture. saturday detention drove me crazy as i wasnt allowed to talk for 4 hours nor sleep. huh,i actually sat there for an hour just waiting every second to pass by. this actually taught me lesson. no more detention. other than that, i had sacrifice my time to art. plus, my bedtime is so mess up. part it,it's me fault and part it's not especially you was kicked out of your own room. =) this weekend sucks.


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title: end of winter break
date: Monday
time:8:39 PM
you gain, you lose. hurtful yet very true. winter break is over which throws me back to reality again. here's come the 2nd semester. not sure if i could survive well this semester especially when so much is going on. pull a bullet in my head and i'll die within a second but killing me softly is another thing. studying is killing. not only i absolutely dislike certain ppl in school, but my best friend moving? how's that sounds? i know i should be happy for her but at the same time, it's just depressing seeing her leaving before graduating. especially before our graduation together. she's my first friend i have when i was new here. so much memories and time we spent at school and now she's leaving. it's just hard to accept the fact. it's just not cool. gosh. this will be a hell of a semester! plus,im not ready for tomorrow. first day back.

back to my winter break,i really cant remember much about where i've visited. anyway, i skied on Christmas day. yup, skiing. haha,i must say, it's scary. well it was i lost control of it and boom! i fall on the snow/ice. it's new to me and especially im not even capable of ice-skating. not much of details i can tell but i do like my outfit. i know im being ridiculous but how i dressed matters to me. another than that, world of coca-cola was another place i visited, quite impressive however though, it's not as impressive as visiting the Atlanta CNN workplace. you can say that, the workroom or whatever. didnt take any photos as it's prohibited. lol, i hope i could i work there which is impossible b/c it seems boring, however the paycheck is very generous i must say. maybe a few years working there, i could buy a house. and i mean a luxurious house. wonder when will that happen. anyhow, the other great things about this trip is that there's too much of shopping going on. and of course, i did got myself something again and not just myself but also for my brothers. both of them. i suppose that's the first gift they ever receive from me. yeah, that sounds sad. well after all,im a nice sister. *wink haha, im not sure about that statement because it doesnt mean im a good sister if i bought something for them,right? anyway,no more judgement.and now,here's some pictures.



caught my attention.

more coke

cokeee
original bottle of coke

gallery


inside the world of coke

chinatown in Washington D.C
white house
still walking
top sightseeing!
christmas dinner.

getting prepare

FRiDAY'S
what i did on christmas

ski

learning
wondering


view from the cable car


mother nature


end of the day




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title: bye 2008 and holla 2009
date: Thursday
time:5:04 PM
and here comes 2009. it's amazing how time could passed by so quickly. i really admit things isnt always the way we want it. sometime we wish it that way and yet it turned other way around. suppose that's a life cycle,huh? too much thinking going on. thing is,i have tried and tried to recall what had happened last year and yet i went blank. i cant remember any single damn thing! it took a while until i realized that summer was the most big deal other than turning 16. ridiculous,i know. somehow part of me are craving for the memories,and it sucks cause i cant. ok,im being pathetic. so, like how most people said, we gotta move on to the new year. in other words, new beginning. new year. looks like even the word itself seems like big deal. anyway,2008 had me learned a lot. bye 2008 and holla 2009.

2009. an odd number. but it hopefully it will be something new to everyone. and by that, i mean it. a new of everything. does that even make sense? bottom line is i want to work out my plan this time. and clearly,this is my new year resolution.

p.s way to go,people! we survived the year!


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