money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want.
profile
money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want.
misc
friends
thanks
past
♥ March 2008
♥ April 2008
♥ May 2008
♥ June 2008
♥ August 2008
♥ September 2008
♥ October 2008
♥ November 2008
♥ December 2008
♥ January 2009
♥ February 2009
♥ March 2009
♥ April 2009
♥ May 2009
♥ June 2009
♥ July 2009
♥ August 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ November 2009
♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
♥ February 2010
♥ March 2010
♥ April 2010
♥ May 2010
♥ July 2010
♥ September 2010
♥ October 2010
♥ April 2008
♥ May 2008
♥ June 2008
♥ August 2008
♥ September 2008
♥ October 2008
♥ November 2008
♥ December 2008
♥ January 2009
♥ February 2009
♥ March 2009
♥ April 2009
♥ May 2009
♥ June 2009
♥ July 2009
♥ August 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ November 2009
♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
♥ February 2010
♥ March 2010
♥ April 2010
♥ May 2010
♥ July 2010
♥ September 2010
♥ October 2010
title: when? when can I have my own freedom?
when can I get over the drama? when can I live my perfect life? when can I be mature? when can I be unlocked from there? when can I go through those time? when should i get serious about my future? when the heck can I get my license? when school is gonna be over? when can I stop being absurd? when can I get whatever i want? when can I achieve my goal? when will I be ready? when will my miracle happen? when will this gonna be? |
|
title: it's not forever and ever. |
|
title: about 2 more weeks? i'll be sixteen. and i was thinking. due to some reasons,im really not excited about it. it's weird cause i used to think it is a big deal. you know,sweet sixteen. yet,im lazy and dont have the mood of throwing a party. too much to deal with,gotta plan, etc. not my thing. shit! im in serious dilemma. see last year, i put a lot effort in it. this year is just unexplainable. was talking to Leanne about this and we both has same problems. another question- homecoming? dont know. wake me up when september end. cause all of this events is gonna happen in sept.
|
|
title: viva la vida? only three days of school,there's already assignment! all that's stuck in my head is about the National COnvention, etc. all about the government and so on. all class sucks this year! even math,Algebra II makes me fall asleep cause the teacher's just lame. last year was so much better. also spanish class,felt like i was in the other planet-she speaks spanish all the time!! but a little fun cause we would all be like what? so lost that she repeats again ang again. then there's art. it suppose to be a relaxing class yet, it turned out to be the worst.lots of stress in there.
|
|
title: the beginning no joke cause I'm pretty sure life is not gonna be easy as sophomore's year.it's how sad when the person you want to be with is not in your class.just today,i realize that there's something that's missing between me and my friends,cause when we dont have same class,we cant get to spend some time together at school. well,at least lunch wasnt that bad. i mean it's better last year though. yet,classes aren't that satisfying. chemistry first period? it's not that is not normal but i used to have art early in the morning! and it's been that way for two years. everyone has their own problem and im sure about that. in addition to this first day kinda thing, i found out that i wasnt even hungry.suprise.suprise.what a day!
|
|
title: anxiety it's been a long time since i last felt this way,
9 more hours till that time, by that time,i'll be at school. a junior girl. i wonder how's my life is gonna be. life is full of suprise. and hopefully it's a good one. damn. someway,i feel that this is haunting me! i dont want to feel the way i felt last summer. scared,anxious,curious and weird. that's all i can say. GOD,please bless me. |
|
title:  after talking to her, i'm more clear of what's happening, it's drifting us apart like this picture,all you can see is the distance. has the past only became our history? i knew i am not suppose to question this. yet,i think i should be ready for this. for someday this will happen. i missed those precious time. *for those who dont know what im talking about,it's okay.cause it's private. |
|
title: another wednesday met up with madelaine yesterday.went to katy mills again. didnt watch movie cause timing prob and it's rated R.also there isnt movie that's very interesting. so we both end up sitting in starbucks for hour or so. ordered vanilla bean.madelaine tried my drink and end up getting one for herself. =D rest of the time we did was just wondering around the mall. most important part is that, i heard some interesting stories from her.haha. it's her privacy so im gonna say anything here.  my vanilla bean!.jpg) and here's another vanilla bean.jpg)  ok,my eyes is a little unreal =) me&maddy |
|
title: new room! and today,i finally did something meaningful.by that i mean,i rearranged my room.it took me the whole afternoon.believe me or not,i was worn out. organizing my closet had totally made me realize how much stuff i have!! 25 or more t-shirts.8 or more pairs of jeans. 10 tank top? it's a little ridiculous,i must say. oh well,it's necessary. and that's all for the day
|
|
title: after few days doing the SAT practice,haha.took a little break. yesterday and today.went to bowling and i sucks at it.haha.i have the lowest score.omg! absolutely embarrassing! anyway,great time. other than that,went to katy mills with christine today. it's tax free this weekend! bought something of course!! not much but enough to make my day!!! i felt like i've been stuck at home forever!!! so,this is fair! and here's some pic!
.jpg) see me?? i was bowling!.jpg) lisa,me,christine XD .jpg) enjoying my smoothies .jpg) and that's what i treat myself.it's a shoes store which i have totally no interest in which explains the reason i sat there.and that's for these two days. |
|
title: first of all,Beijing 2008 Olympics.
although im not really into it,im still impressed by the opening ceremony, it's outstanding. the people,the light, etc. back to reality,there's two weeks till school. and im not feeling it. junior year=SAT=study=testmaster/more tutorial=less outing that's the best summary i can give. it's gonna be a tough tough year. it's almost like UPSR only it's more serious than that. cause my future kinda depends on this. im so done with life like this! im worn out! why im not a genius,right?! sometimes i missed my old life.haha,im puzzled by myself too |
|
title: since i have mood today,i decided to upload some pictures from the camera.there's actually more to come from the cellphone but some prob. so will be uploading soon. taken from big aunt's house~~  with mum and dad from my 'old' room.haha,it's still there!! after two years! in kuching with relatives at Spring Mall with cousin Janet 'high tea' with Aileen and Delenne(not sure with the spelling) |
|
title: daydreaming shopping is the best damn thing ever?! hmm,im agree with that. it does made me happier so since im sort of depress these few days,im thinking of shopping for some stuff. a juicy couture handbag might light up my life back! yet,im broke so that's a huge huge prob. so,i will be saving up some $$. haha.im lovin it,juicy!
|
|
title: |
|
title: an other side of my story not knowing what's gotten me,i started to question myself. what's true friendships? i dont think i really do know all of this. from some friendship quotes,it did sound great and different than what i have in mind. i knew living in the States had taught to be a better person. however, im just a spoiled girl who takes things as granted, selfish and most of all no responsiblity.that's what dad always said to us. no responsibility. to be honest, i cant stand stressing myself which eventually lead me to give up easily. for instance, Pre-AP classes which i dropped ou just because i dont want to write those essay, analyzing the novel or writing the book report.
in 20 days,i'll be back to school and my nightmare will be back too.i cant imagine how would i get through with this kind of life again. i understand everyone would have their tough time and stress. it's just that im not like the other kind. i think only for this moment not for my future. i used to ask myself,should i be live like everyday is my final day. my answer would be if it's in that case,then i should totally enjoy my life in this moment,this second.taking testmaster would equal to half useless cause those question is just full of ENGLISH. somekind of english that i dont know.so,i need to get a life. a totally serious life about SAT. anyway,today has been a long day. 4 hours of testmaster then to L's house then Vivi's new house. saw most of the gang.some cant make it. but great time,haha,i saw Leanne's hair which was short,red and stylish. haha,no doubt it's red cause we have the same taste. also,christine new hair color,jason's sun tan,skinny lily jie,jacqueline's new hair color,vivi's! ,shirley,jeans and brian. fun and tiring night cause i was lying on the sofa the whole day. forgive me,the timing is different! and that's for today. |
|
title: whatsoever |
|
title: memorable journey it's been a long time since i blogged.
two months had passed by, which means i'm back in here. these few days was quite a tough days, the difference of time drove me nuts, anyway,tomorrow is another day, gonna meet Leanne for testmaster then to Vivi's house. goshh,im excited to see all of them!! that's here. and,since i was away for the last couple months, i would like to share my experience in Malaysia, things turned out quite alright although not 100% great. i just had no idea what i hav been busy there till i didnt get a chance to go with one my best friend! we only talked on the phone which was sad! guilty,guilty~ other than that,i saw changes in people. it was quite suprising how some people behaviour or maybe personality changed. also weird things happens! like someone whom i knew from primary school but rarely talk to became one of my best friends. haha,yes...vivian,im talking about you. thank goodness we hang out too.especially with Goh..and Michelle. oh,my story seems to be endless!! peace out,im gonna continue tomorrow. x0x0,regina |
|