money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want. laptop,ipod,internet is my life. like a normal person, i complain a lot, talk/gossip. a messy person and also currently a bad driver.
Suddenly i realize, that my surroundings is falling apart, it is such a weird and unsafe feelings i have, i missed those times, but seems that everyone is moving on, am i not?