money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want. laptop,ipod,internet is my life. like a normal person, i complain a lot, talk/gossip. a messy person and also currently a bad driver.
it's always a question. can I? sometimes i feel stupid for believing. though i know by having faith, i might,can,mostly really succeed. however i cant see any progress from what i've done. and that disappoints me. what about giving up? i dont know.