breezy sunday at lake,
very cooling and a little sunny,
it just felt great to be outside,
chilling with nature,
looking at the water,
with my ipod,
i've been thinking,
the same old things,
then,
dad asked me a question,
it's hard to answer,
i felt guilty,
im sorry im imperfect,
im just not that other kind,
im sorry.
it's my life,i'll deal with it.
i chosen the easy way
and i knew,i really do,
it's not worth it.
but this moment,i just need this kind of life.