money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want. laptop,ipod,internet is my life. like a normal person, i complain a lot, talk/gossip. a messy person and also currently a bad driver.
if it's your responsibility, then just fucking do it. don't feel sorry nor guilty when it's over, cause it wont help, and there's no sympathy. whenever there's an action, there's a reaction. and some reaction would be nasty and brutal. it's a lesson to be remember.