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money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want. ~~laptop,ipod,internet~~ is my life. like a normal person, i complain a lot, talk/gossip. a messy person and also currently a ~~bad driver.~~

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title: an other side of my story
date: Sunday
time:1:56 AM

not knowing what's gotten me,i started to question myself. what's true friendships? i dont think i really do know all of this. from some friendship quotes,it did sound great and different than what i have in mind. i knew living in the States had taught to be a better person. however, im just a spoiled girl who takes things as granted, selfish and most of all no responsiblity.that's what dad always said to us. no responsibility. to be honest, i cant stand stressing myself which eventually lead me to give up easily. for instance, Pre-AP classes which i dropped ou just because i dont want to write those essay, analyzing the novel or writing the book report.

in 20 days,i'll be back to school and my nightmare will be back too.i cant imagine how would i get through with this kind of life again. i understand everyone would have their tough time and stress. it's just that im not like the other kind. i think only for this moment not for my future. i used to ask myself,should i be live like everyday is my final day. my answer would be if it's in that case,then i should totally enjoy my life in this moment,this second.taking testmaster would equal to half useless cause those question is just full of ENGLISH. somekind of english that i dont know.so,i need to get a life. a totally serious life about SAT.

anyway,today has been a long day. 4 hours of testmaster then to L's house then Vivi's new house. saw most of the gang.some cant make it. but great time,haha,i saw Leanne's hair which was short,red and stylish. haha,no doubt it's red cause we have the same taste. also,christine new hair color,jason's sun tan,skinny lily jie,jacqueline's new hair color,vivi's! ,shirley,jeans and brian. fun and tiring night cause i was lying on the sofa the whole day. forgive me,the timing is different! and that's for today.

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