money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want. laptop,ipod,internet is my life. like a normal person, i complain a lot, talk/gossip. a messy person and also currently a bad driver.
somehow i felt restless. it's like the old times. when i decide to give up and keep comforting myself that is not my fault. im just not good enough. it's never enough! it's not just a piece of art.it's an effort. and it's never gonna be perfect when it comes to me.