after so long no mood of blogging,i'm back again but with a moody mood. all of the sudden,i started to question myself about my effort i'm making for chemistry and art. im too scared of failure. i failed to achieve my goal in history last year and im shaken once again. i remembered how much i put effort on it, even it's only a quiz. sometimes i put double effort,yet the overcome is always the same. i tried to put faith in myself by reminding myself that 'if only i believe i want to make it happen, it will'. if only you knew you failed, the faith in yourself will be shaken as well and sometimes giving up was an option. gosh, may God bless me and you'all that feel the way as i do. futhermore, PSAT had already drive me crazy. though i escaped PMR and SPM,there's SAT which is much more crazy. im not sure which one is harder but conclusion is that, they are both very important. PSAT is nothing compared to SAT. longer,harder,essay. what can i do?! im so over it. sometimes,whenever im in testmaster,i was just daydreaming for other stuff. and it's waste of time and a waste of everything. just cant help it. afraid. im cant stop conquering this fear. test is worse thing ever.

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