money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want. laptop,ipod,internet is my life. like a normal person, i complain a lot, talk/gossip. a messy person and also currently a bad driver.
now that i realized that this whole shit is just a businesstransaction. like M said,it's so true,it's only a lie. im naive. since i came,i can feel the pretense. not just me but everyone. anyhow,i am gonna move on in my life.