3 am here i am, sleepless. music is the all i wanted. i dont know what's gotten in me. i cant type a word now. seems like words failed to speak. yet there's one thing that i really want to make it clear to myself. i finally realized something. i definitely have test myself and the answer is clear. this is not what i wanted. i dont know what other think. and yes,im a pathetic. it's just the way things work. i know i have failed. it's fragile and hard. for those who had that, you guys are really lucky. i dont want to make this obvious. anyway, point is im done pretending with these phony _. from now on,i will follow my heart. im writing to remind myself that i need to be heartless. and God, please take away my sin and please forgive me for i've decided because this is me, who i really are,and i dont want these to be taken away for the sake of someone else.

p.s. this has nothing to do with relationship
p.s. dont ask me what it is about
p.s HAPPY THANKSGIVING.

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