money makes me secure/makes me HAPPY. shopping is a thing i can do forever.i want to travel around the world when I'm 21 cause by that time, i can do pretty much whatever i want. laptop,ipod,internet is my life. like a normal person, i complain a lot, talk/gossip. a messy person and also currently a bad driver.
after going through so much of crappy stuffs/events, I felt so alive in these two days. of course the worse time havent approach me yet but I knew better what's next. well, I say F that. there's more than that to handle.